I'm thankful that I was able to finish 2 out of 3 research papers that needed to be done for this sem. I just gave up on the other one.
I know how irresponsible I was in doing so. While I had the whole sem to do it, I did not. It just felt wrong, you know? My heart was not into it.
My tuition is expensive, it's unfair to my mom that I failed it just like that. I am not proud of my actions, but I know myself. I will find a reason not to do it even if it was not due this weekend. I don't know why but somehow I felt so light not thinking of it and not even worried at all. I failed myself, my mom and teacher, I know. I didn't want to pass a half-assed paper. I'll do better next time.
I know how irresponsible I was in doing so. While I had the whole sem to do it, I did not. It just felt wrong, you know? My heart was not into it.
My tuition is expensive, it's unfair to my mom that I failed it just like that. I am not proud of my actions, but I know myself. I will find a reason not to do it even if it was not due this weekend. I don't know why but somehow I felt so light not thinking of it and not even worried at all. I failed myself, my mom and teacher, I know. I didn't want to pass a half-assed paper. I'll do better next time.
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